R.I.P Christmas

There's times like today where you really miss your family,
there's nothing i wouldn't give to have them back.

R.I.P-Momma, Dadda.

"Another year gone past,
my heart is filled with so much anger,
no, your never coming back,
the pain i feel, only you see,
memories are seeming to fade,
memories of your presence,
Christmas just isn't the same without you here
and never will be there same"

What am i to do? How can i keep loving something that just seems to fade more and more each day?
x

Beleive in this

"Lets start with foreplay and then decide together how this is going to end"
and then let's get into that habit every time- we'll survive

I'll sacrifice my pride,
no oh damn
now I'm walking the line,
trusting you is an exciting disaster

Those witty eyes,
burns the hopeful minds,
together; we own at life


The essence of living...

This butterfly.. fluttering-fluttered from your view.
no baby, it's not a miracle, it's nature,

I'm no longer the caterpillar.

Dear Santa, I won't be sitting on your lap this year.

Kiss kiss under the mistletoe,
sing sing the carols...

*yawn*



I'll tear apart my Christmas pressie this year,
and he'll be able to hear the joy i get out of doing it.

You'll make it the hard way

Every touch,
a heart has been broken and you know deep down that their so much better than you,
Pride got in the way; everything you took for granted

Empty hands and cut strings,
you leave her calling it a 'one night stand'

Anger frustration you still ' think ' your the man.

Cops and Robbers

We're wasting our lives whispering about each other,
I'd rather be held up in your city lights,
with the trend only you wish for,
Those jealous eyes; you make me your idol.

"I'll be the crime at the scene,
I've got away with it again"

Catch me if you can,
we'll be hiding in the alley way,
with only cigarette butts and empty bottles left for our evidence,

too bad only one boy can find my lips

I wouldn't trip if you tied my shoe laces together

I can't even remember my last New Year's revolution,
now that I really think about it, i probably didn't even have one.

This year I've tripped over a few pavement cracks; had a couple of bruises and scars
but I've skipped over plenty more,

Instead of living against life, I'm carrying it in my bag wherever i go.

I've gotten through this first war and I'll hold my shield waiting for the next one and I know for sure,
my mothers watching from above; my every step of the way...





Your a rubbish tip, with sparkling broken pieces through out it and that's the only reason why you think you shine,
I threw you out and you were buried deep under the earths crust;
I walk all over you,
and i will forever.

This year my New Year resolution is nothing at the moment,
planning events is over-rated...

I'll live life as it comes...

So lets just be straight forward`

My minds blown up like a hot air balloon,
and i can't get back down,
I'll be your honey; the hardest to mop up
but in the end I'll always try and meet up to your satisfactions,

In the end I'm just a girl with a lot of love to give.
Oh wow, I've fallen in love.

xx




P.S: The red signs of summer on your toes are really cute by the way.

There All The Same

So they say;
"there's plenty of fish in the sea"...

Where's the one with out the scales, fins
and cold heart?

I want it to be my birthday everyday, that way i can cry if i want to

So she'll be your 'booty queen',
and they'll be my "Kings and Queens"
with honour into fighting till the end...

I'd prefer being the princess anyway.

xx

I'll be alright, at least they said so.

Should i be worried about her,
should i be worried that you might fall in love with another girl?

You know what they say about relationships,
"those that are jealous, are in love"
I've never had anything to lose,
but now I've got myself to prove,
sometimes i just want to run away, run away... with you

A tear or a disguise?
A disguise never got me anywhere,
I've learnt my tears will be wiped before they fall,
no,
nothing will fall, that's the way I've always liked it.

We've come all this way,
giving up was never my way to sway.
Rip me up,
shred me up,
and then blow all my left overs into a internal flame,
at least that way,
I'll still stay alight,
I'll still burn in your memories.

Your words mean the world to me,
just like the words you write are a dream to you.

Have you ever looked back and wish you had of said something at that moment in time,
you think about trying to tell them later on and your like "no, the moments over, it's to late?".

When the moments comes again, be there to catch it, hang on to it tightly and don't ever let go.
It's what you do now that makes a difference.


I think I'll be alright.

xx

A black sky and a soulmate

"It's all love and lust, untill someone get's rough"
that's what he said.
He's like a dictionary with word's i cannot define,
but if i could define anything,
I'd burn him out like every breathe of a cigarette.
I've never believed in a little thing called love (its true)
stop fooling me around, I'm so foolish especially when your lips manage to change into a smile,
I'm stronger, stronger than i always will be,
but when i be fall, will you be there to catch me?
cliched,
but I've realized falling was the first part of being in love,
and landings the last.

baby you're worth the bruised knee

The Ego

Step up and look in the mirror,
don't fall, i won't catch you,
the insides of you will tremble and fall,
but your mirror doesn't lie,
at least you don't think so.

A reflection to impress,
your always at stress,
so I've created something for you,

yes, a little thing called ego.

I'm not your enemy, I'm your friend.