R.I.P Christmas

There's times like today where you really miss your family,
there's nothing i wouldn't give to have them back.

R.I.P-Momma, Dadda.

"Another year gone past,
my heart is filled with so much anger,
no, your never coming back,
the pain i feel, only you see,
memories are seeming to fade,
memories of your presence,
Christmas just isn't the same without you here
and never will be there same"

What am i to do? How can i keep loving something that just seems to fade more and more each day?
x

Beleive in this

"Lets start with foreplay and then decide together how this is going to end"
and then let's get into that habit every time- we'll survive

I'll sacrifice my pride,
no oh damn
now I'm walking the line,
trusting you is an exciting disaster

Those witty eyes,
burns the hopeful minds,
together; we own at life


The essence of living...

This butterfly.. fluttering-fluttered from your view.
no baby, it's not a miracle, it's nature,

I'm no longer the caterpillar.

Dear Santa, I won't be sitting on your lap this year.

Kiss kiss under the mistletoe,
sing sing the carols...

*yawn*



I'll tear apart my Christmas pressie this year,
and he'll be able to hear the joy i get out of doing it.